Those of you who have been reading this blog on a daily basis, know that the past week has been tough. Last year, around this time, I lost my great canine friend Aslan to piroplasmosis, and this year, his brother Baghera (my mother’s dog), fell ill with the same disease. He has not fully recovered, and may not even make it, but he is hanging in there.

Throughout all this time, which started last Thursday, Sheba my Rhodesian ridgeback has waited patiently for me to come home, without ever complaining of me being gone for so many hours. She has given me cuddles and kisses and just stayed by my side, being what dogs do the very best. Sheba was a gift from heaven after Aslan died, and during the eight months that we have spent together, she has given me endless amounts of joy and laughter. I could not have received a greater gift.

Sometimes the days will be dark, despite a breathtakingly beautiful sky. That’s just how life goes. But amidst the darkness, there are moments of joy.

I am learning that the key to living and to do what we feel gives meaning to this world, is to embrace it all. The good and bad, the laughter and the tears. The journey goes on a step at a time.

Copyright Eden Foundation 2009
In Tanout (one of the least developed area in the world, situatied just south of the Sahara desert), the Eden population is waking up to a sky very different from mine. Thanks to the fruit-bearing trees and bushes now growing in their fields, they have nutrious food to eat and their children are healthy. They have valubale fruits to sell thanks to which they can support themselves and cover their own needs, without asking anyone for a handout. And most importantly, they have hope for the future. For the first time in their life, only the sky is their limit, and it’s a beautiful one.
And so when my sky is dark, or I can’t see it because of the darkness that towers over me, I look at theirs. Some things are worth fighting for. Some things are even worth dying for. Although the potential loss of my mother’s dog is a painful reminder of missing my mother so badly my heart breaks, I know fully well that had she relived her life, she would have chosen the same path all over again. She had no regrets. Not the good, nor the bad. Neither the laughter nor the tears.

Copyright Eden Foundation 2009
A scene impossible to imagine twenty years ago: In the heart of Edenland, young Mariama and her mother inspect the latest batch of Eden fruit, which Mariama has harvested from the family’s Eden Garden and which she will sell at the market. With the money she earns, Mariama and her sisters buy food, household articles and clothes for themselves and the rest of the family. Mariama’s youngest brother lets his mother and sister know that he is waiting for a handful of what he considers to be the best candy in the world. Mariama laughs, for she never denies him Eden fruit.
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33 users commented in " Light and darkness "
Follow-up comment rss or Leave a TrackbackThis was a very thoughtful and moving post. I hope that your mother’s dog will make it. I think it’s wonderful that you can rejoice in the joy of others while having sadness in your life. I love the picture of the laughter.
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Bilden på kvinnorna oc barnet är så vacker och färgerna underbara!
Ha en fin helg!
Birgitta
Sheba is looking wonderful and very huggable!
I love the colourful photos from Edenland and think it’s wonderful that they are able to produce their own food.
esther, I would like to send you a 90 day supply of NuVet immune booster pet tab..vitamine and minerals supplement…you can read about them on my blog…they will surely help Baghera…We have use this supplement for 10yrs now & it works..I will need your mailing address..email me at (2) addys veldt@comcast.net and at kimmab@comcast.net. Pkg will leave Calif hopefully on friday. Kimma
I hope you have more light than dark soon. Our Canine friends can bring the most joy and the most sorry. Keeping good thoughts for you and yours.
I am so glad that you have Sheba and all your other animals to keep your spirits up through this dark time. God will carry you through this dark tunnel to the light and joy of life again.
A very moving post, marvelous photos and I know what it is like to lose a beloved pet.
Beautifully colorful shots from Edenland! Always enjoy your very beautiful and informative blog!
May there soon be more light than dark!
I glad we were neighbors this week on Mr. Linky otherwise I might have missed your beautiful post.
Great skyshot, as usual. Not bad with the other ones either. I like to read your stuff. Good and bad, sådan är liva. See you again next friday! Bra SWF!
Dogs are very important. I’ve had a bunch and it is like losing a person when they go on.
I am so sorry Esther. I hope Bagheri gets better for you! This has to be so hard.
Sheba is looking well, smiling as always!
I’m glad Baghera is holding onto life. There must always be some rain if there are to be flowers. Your picture of the family at Edenland is fabulous - so colorful & uplifting! I hope the next few days are brighter for you, Esther.
Pets bring us so much joy. I hope they have a special place in heaven.
The photo of the Edenland family is beautiful and inspiring. You’ve done a lot of good, and that should give you some light even on the darker days. Hope Baghera holds on. Sheba is a beautiful little girl.
Esther, what a poignant post and beautiful photos of your “family” and “friends”. Thank you for sharing the joy and sadness in your life.
Blessings and smiles
Great skywatch.
Sydney - City and Suburbs
Sheba, is such a big girl now..she looks adorable than ever…
I pray and hope Baghera will get better soon..!
you do such a wonderful job out there..
All my love
Childoman~
P.S. Have restarted blogging!
What a great blog post. Thanks for sharing
Beautiful post Esther with stunning photos. It’s one of life’s hardest lessons I think - accepting the light and the shade and that without one there can’t be another. We’re praying for Baghera.
I hope better days are coming soon
Poor Baghera. Hope he makes it.
Hey E, great post. I konw you have benn asked this many times but what does Eden fruit taste like and is this all due to you and your dads skills as a horticulturist?
Hava great weekend..Ed
A beautiful post. I’m so sorry that you are going through a tough time right now. My mom has been gone 4 years and I still miss her every day.
That is a very poignant post and so true to life, light and dark, joy and sorrow, all woven together.
What on earth does Sheba have in her mouth? At least she looks very happy about it.
I hope Baghera manages to pull through, I’m hoping that even eating a little is a good sign.
Two beautiful girls under a gorgeous sky. What could be better than that? And what a good girl Sheba’s been with all the difficulties! Tonka sends he much love (he thinks she’s hot!).
Glad to hear Baghera is still hanging in there. I sure hope he beats this thing. Your ridgeback and absolutely gorgeous! What a beauty Sheba is!
Beautiful post.
first i love to hear about the progress of the area and how the locals are able to reap the fruits of the labor…that is wonderful.
second, keeping my thoughts in a positive mode for baghera.
and third…hugs to SHEBA ^..^
I hope Baghera keeps getting better. You’re doing wonderful things for him!
Glad Sheba is comforting you and we are still hoping Baghera gets better.
I am so sorry about your loss last year and the difficult time you are going through now! It looks like we have a lot in common (besides amazing dogs) I don’t know if you read earlier posts on my blog, but we lost our first boerboel to a weird disease a year ago as well. It was a pain unlike anything I have ever experienced. I am glad you have Sheba and I am glad I have Africa. Please keep in touch. I love Rhodesian’s. Our good friend just got one. Very cool dog. I am adding you to my blog list. I would sure appreciate if if you would add my to your link list or blogging buddies. Thanks for your comment I am excited to get to know you more.
Kasha and Africa
http://www.trainingboerboels.blogspot.com/
You and I have been traveling a similar path, learning some of the same lessons. I hope that Baghera is without pain. Dogs are very amazing creatures of love and can teach us so much about the will to live.
When I see this it makes it all seem so worthwhile. How many years did it take to get to this point?
Hullo sweet !
I am praying for Bahera’s health. I know it is difficult to bear the(anticipation of) loss of her in the future as she is linked to your mum .
Your balance of life is such a gift from God girl and I learn so much from reading your thoughts here. Thanks for the transparency always…
my (((HUGS)))
love!
Kac
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