For all the things I saw but felt no ache, let me cry.
For all the days I fought and was wounded but felt no pain, let me cry.
For all the days I spent without my loved ones, let me cry.
For all the buildings that were burned which I had no time to mourn.
For the heart that was torn from its body.
For the darkness that raped him in the night.
For the innocence that was lost.
For the daylight that was removed from our sky.
The heart is pierced but finds no words. Let it cry.
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Follow-up comment rss or Leave a TrackbackOh Esther, I pray for healing in the tears. I continue to pray for you in my special quiet time every morning and also during the day when I see any of your posts come up. May the grace, peace and mercy of our Lord Jesus be with you and uphold you. Jo
Esther…I’ve seen little glimmers of you here and there, but this post tells me that you are still in deep pain. I hope you have support of some kind to help you get through this.
An awful lot of people out here care about you and how you are doing.
Have you ridden a horse yet? And is Sheba feeling where you are? Let them comfort you.
Yes do let it cry Esther. Your feelings are valid. Then learn from them, and fill with love.
It is so important that you grieve over these horrible things that happened to your dad and to you. Without the shedding of tears for your loss and grief, the pain will fester in your subconscious and lead to ongoing depression. I speak from experience.
“O my Comforter in sorrow, my heart is faint within me.” (Jeremiah 8:16)
“Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up. You will increase my honor and comfort me once again.” (Psalm 71:20-21)
Yes, Esther, cry. Cry until the tears wash away all the sorrow and the heartache. Feel the things you could not feel, the things that had to be delayed. Ache, hurt, and yes, cry. Feel. Give all those feelings their voice, their due. They are valid, and they will only be denied for so long. Let them come, they are necessary.
And the love you find here will be here always.
Golly whiz, Esther. I’m so sorry you’re having such pain. Lori asked if you’re getting support. I hope you are, too. Prayers and all good thoughts for you. Chins up!!
Is there any way to help you? Could any of us do anything for you?
G.
We are crying - and praying - with you, Esther!
Hi All,
I just came from Zinder and am a close friend to the Garvis, I couldn’t see Esther neither Myriam, but Josef. What I can advise is that all believers should wake up and fight this situation that is painful for all of us. I know God has His plan we must be stronger and stop the grip of the evil over this wonderful family. All the good works they have done the devil want to destroy it at once. They only thing to do is to pray for them. Regards.
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