Some days my heart breaks,
Even though the birds sing a song
Sometimes my heart is full of music
And then my soul sings along
Sometimes I feel like hugging;
Sometimes I need a hug
Sometimes I can’t stop loving,
Sometimes I need to be loved
Sometimes I’m fighting a battle
With a sword standing tall
Sometimes I need to rest,
With my heart close to my soul
Sometimes I’m flying high;
Sometimes I’m sinking deep
Sometimes I’m running fast,
Sometimes I have no words to speak
Sometimes I’m full of hope
Sometimes I’m drowning in despair
Sometimes I know where I’m heading
Sometimes I wish I was already there
Sometimes I long with peace
Sometimes I long with passion
This time I long with passion
Wishing I was already there…
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Your soul needs some healing time
Space and dimension
Esther…it is not easy to remain anxious and fearful for a long time without it not having a huge impact on your brain (and body). What you and your family went through was life changing.
Your soul will be filled once again when you get back home…I’m sure of it. I hope that is very soon.
This is beautiful and reflects what I’m feeling right now too. You look very elegant and thoughtful in your photo. I hope that your ‘there’ is running towards you and the turning of the seasons (at least as they are in europe) will turn your fortunes towards a calmer, more peaceful time.
Keep holding on, beautiful Esther, beautiful inside and out. Keep holding on.
“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.” (Romans 8:28)
I continue to pray for you and for your father.
you also need time to sort out what happened.
I hope your father is getting healed as well, and you can return home soon. Are you all still together to battle his healing?
G.
Incredible…
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Oh so true!
Esther - A big hug for you. One thing I know is true — there are no emotional deadlines. Time is a good healer. When will you be able to go back to Niger?
Sending you a hug from Connecticut and wishing you peace–and thanking you for this beautiful, honest poem.
Esther, You have been through quite a battle. May your wish for peace quickly come true.
I, as much as everyone else commenting on Esther’s blog, are eager to know how things are going, where they all are and what’s happening to Arne.
However… I think we need to recognize that Joy and her entourage are reading these lines as well, and my guess is that the Garvis don’t want to give out more info than necessary about Arne’s journey to recovery. Joy still might not have given up completely on seizing his soul.
So let’s not expect too much detailed info in the near future. Let’s all just settle with that, ’til further notice is given, all is well.
… and sometime your words make me cry.
sending emotional hugs and love, your beauty- mainly the true inner beauty- is shining so bright and reaching me to the bottom of my heart…
Sometimes you know were to go
Sometimes you must be led
Sometimes is just to float.
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